Monday, February 14, 2005

Barely Alive

Well last week was totally sucky. Thats right it was awefull. About Monday I started to feel sick and well by tuesday I was flat on my back dead. It was awefull. I cant remember the last time I felt that sick or that out of it. So long story short I missed about 3 1/2 days of work and played a TON of Final Fantasy 7. I even went to the doctor and they said they couldnt do anything for me so that was a wash but I got new blood work done so it was not a total waste.

For anyone who does not know I have a underactive thyroid (hypothyroid) and becuase of that wonderfull little thing I have to have blood taken at least once every 6 months to have my hormone levels checked. Well the last couple of months I have really not felt like myself. Ive been struggling with some serious depression and have been easily angered. Which for those of you who know me is not like me. So the blood work showed that my levels were way off so they have upped my meds from 50 mcg to 75 mcg of levoxyl. SO im praying that this helps me get back to a more "normal" state. Im also wondering if this is what the rest of my life is going to be like and if this is what I am going to be from now on....

Anyway back to a more chipper topic. Final Fantasy VII. WOW that game owns me right now. I have a slew of new games for my xbox but I dont care about any of them. I just cant stop playing FFVII. As of now im 32 hours in and have just crossed over to disc 2 of the 3 discs so it looks like it will be keeping me occupied for quite some time. I think what makes this game own so much is that the story is amazingly deep. It is so much better than many of the current gen titles that I am really dissapointed in the crap that is coming out now. At this point ive invested 32 hours and I know that I have another 50-60 till Im done. Thats amazing and its almost all story and its a good story. Fable and Sudeki (which I really was anticipating) barely took 20 hours to play and I didnt care about any of the characters like I do the ones in FFVII. I guess im a FF fanboy now. ^_^

Well I need to get back to work but just a quick shout to say Happy Valentines day to everyone and have a nice day with you sweeties!

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